I am grateful that:
- I no longer want to “wish away” the time. Like, “Just this day is hard but soon I’ll be home and I can rest.” MAKE the day good/great!
- Hot coffee in the morning. Really. It is a luxury.
- This time around in OA. Cause I’m seeing/ feeling real changes.
- FINALLY I am virtually totally at peace regarding J. It can still hurt and will again I know for sure as we are in change, but I am at peace thinking and feeling: I DESERVE to be LOVED not tolerated. AND I do NOT need to put myself down and hate myself for my flaws and mistakes of the past. I cannot change them. I am here now. USE now. Help others now. ENJOY now! : )