I’m very nervous bec of this gov lawyer thing so I’m going to do grats and wait for that call back, all the grats I can
- I am grateful for my eyesight
- and for how well both those surgeries went
- and for J being here for me re: both
calls coming in – and meeting… – talked with J again
it is what it is and it will be ok –
Today – IV of Swords – Take a break. Find peace and quiet. Relax body and soul. Take it easy.
Listen to inner voice. Consolidate inner resources. Stabilizing.
Peace, stillness. Allow self quiet time to heal. Slow down. Get some reset. Stillness holds its own rewards.
Past, present, future
Past – IV of Wands – Having your day in the sun, being vindicated, acknowledged recognized. Holding head high, healthy self-esteem. Have worked hard toward goal, and success finally within reach. But too much pride can lead to arrogance. Our talents begin in the Divine, develop with the love and support of others, and express through us.
Present – Reversed Chariot so on way to: reaching goal, coming out on top, feeling self-confident, getting my way. Victories – through willpower and mastery. Victory!
Future – II of Wands – Swaying others to my opinion. Taking the initiative. Seizing the day. Showing originality, doing what no one else has done. Represents individual courage and greatness. Magnet attracting all those within a certain area. Flow from the Divine through me, bringing me a tremendous feeling of expansion and fulfillment. We must be careful not to let the intoxicating feelings that come with power overwhelm our good sense and blind us to our true desires and intentions. Use power wisely . . . enjoy it when it serves your worthwhile purposes. Take this gift and use it to mold your environment in positive ways. The Two of Wands can also stand for an extra dose of daring and inventiveness. When you see this card, trust that the time is right for the bold, creative move that will knock their socks off. Forget subtlety and old, tired approaches. Allow yourself free rein and you’ll be amazed at the results.
By Default, I Could Have Attracted Unwanted Relationships . . .
Many of the relationships or experiences you have attracted, you would not have deliberately attracted if you had been doing it on purpose, but much of your attraction is not done by deliberate intent but rather by default . . . It is important to understand that you get what you think about, whether you want it or not. And chronic thoughts about unwanted things invite, or ask for, matching experiences. The Law of Attraction makes it so.
Worrying about Illness Can Create More Illness
When you give your attention to something, your potential for attracting it is increased. The more vivid the details, the more likely you are to attract it into your experience. And so, any negative emotion you feel while observing something is your indication that you are negatively attracting.
I Am Standing on the Leading Edge of Thought
Just as all of your experiences, from the time of your birth into your physical body until now, have culminated into who you now are, all that has ever been experienced by All-That-Is has culminated into all that is now being experienced in the physical life experience on planet Earth.
HOW YOU ARE CREATING
It is our intent to help you to understand the Creative Process, that you may deliberately set into motion those things that you want – through the power of your conscious thoughts.
It is important, also, for you to understand how you are creating those things that you are not wanting, for there is a great deal more of creating by default occurring in your life experience than there is of creating by deliberate intent.
This Day – The Sun
Finding the sense behind the chaos
Having a personal moment of glory, shining forth brilliantly
Feeling vitality, experiencing joy, enjoying great health
Feeling free and expansive, honoring your true self, knowing you can succeed.
Brilliant, radiant, sparkling, the power and glory of light.
When you see this card, know that you will be successful at all you undertake. Now is the time to let your light shine.
Past, present, future
Past – VI or Swords – Feeling the blues, recovering, entering a new state of mind. Getting by, but not much more. The blues. But then a journey in the inner planes. Also not depths of despair, and moved toward better place. [Self – yup]
Present – Strength. Knowing you can endure, showing a gallant spirit. Being patient. Showing forbearance. Compassion, acceptance, being kind. Demonstrating the force of love.
Perseverance, courage, resolve, composure. Have character, are solid, reliable. Dealing calmly with frustration. The lion (itself a symbol of strength) is being guided and tamed by the woman’s gentle hands. Reminder to not despair – not give up. You have the inner strength to endure and triumph. Remember the strength that comes with love and forbearance. These will see you through the hardest moments.
Future – IX of Pentacles – self-control, discipline, sticking to a program. Relying on self, sure way is best. Achieving comfortable lifestyle, avoiding the coarse and unsavory, enjoying leisure.
All that is most gracious. Discipline and self-control. Self-reliance; resist temptation to let others do for you. Enjoying all the best life has to offer.
Attempting to Control Others Attracts More to Be Controlled . . .
It is easy to understand how you would come to the conclusion that your path to feeling good is through influencing or controlling the behavior of others. But as you attempt to control them (through influence or coercion), you discover that not only can you not contain them – but your attention to them brings more like them into your experience. You simple cannot get to where you want to be by attempting to control or eliminate the unwanted.
I Can Change My Life by Changing My Thoughts
By choosing a thought that feels slightly better than the thoughts you have been thinking, you can gradually change the direction of your thoughts. By focusing upon a better-feeling thought, the Law of Attraction will respond to that thought; and therefore the balance of your thoughts will now improve.
I Am Rediscovering the Art of Allowing My Natural Well-Being
We call this discipline the Art of Allowing. It is the Art of Allowing the Well-Being – which makes up every particle of that which you are and that which you come from – to continue to flow through you as you continue to be.
YOU ARE A JOY SEEKING BEING
You are a seeker of freedom, but that is a given – you don’t have to earn it, just acknowledge it. You are a seeker of growth, but that’s not your main event, that is a by-product. First and foremost, you are a joy seeking being, one who seeks to uplift, to applaud to appreciate, to add pure positive Energy.
Your Natural State is one of Grace. You are delightful, delicious, valuable Beings, and as you acknowledge that and then from that perspective look out to make your decision . . . now you are adding unto.