When I am only in the moment, it’s all good. Really. Like – as much as I like being WITH J better, ok, but, I’m PERFECTLY FINE and better than that as long as the rejection part doesn’t come up. Yes I want to be with him, but the rejection/ abandonment part is bigger. So I am appreciative of every time I’m in the moment.
3 meditations today Hicks/ Larken/ Honest Guys
Christmas Eve (day) with my beautiful fam!
I am so very appreciative of my eyesight. I used to be worried about it. And of course, right before the surgery. But here it is! All good and great and wonderful. I am SO thankful!
I am grateful for the friends-at-the-diner time Christmas eve (evening)
I am grateful for yesterday here for so long and then
out with friends til midnight
J’s call today.
and his text yesterday for Christmas
He will come tomorrow just to take my plates off and get me to the place:)
Next week he’ll get the car
that my place will send the thing to prove I have no lien anymore.
that I so easily found the title
and the dr note about no jury duty
that I like giving
sitcom Mom is on now.
my Christmas tree
my birds singing right now
the Gregg Braden thing D sent me the other day. This is all (Hicks, Braden, …) life-changing stuff
Enough. Good enough and enough.
that I made the detox soup today.
and had chickpea salad and salad with kale and spinach for lunch