So I must go back next Wed and get this whole thing taken out and biopsied.
But we think it’ll be fiune.
Still – either I manifested it for this purpose, and /or at the very least – I can use it this way. Because
It is making me think -again – like last time, weeks ago): what is more important – this person who doesn’t want me? or my very HEALTH!
And – it’s like I need the reminder tha I am a powerful manifestor.
And this is giving it to me.
— a little bit later – uh oh – and I’m watching Mom and Christy had an accidnt and is in bed eathing a grilled cheese sandwich Jill made and brought up and Jill is sitting hter and I am feeling I WANT to be cared for. So I must find a way to manifest that WITHOUT getting sick!
When you get off your hot button subject issue – you allow your vibration to rise enough that you begin to be in sync with who you really are
and begin to receive impulses _ rightness for you in this moment – path of least resistanceness
***Do the vibrational work first! before behavior and action and results!
Not look for results before accomplish vibration that can produce the results
You want your behavior to be inspired
MORE later or tomorrow from this one
I will do a good deal of the Louise Hay workbook reading today. (She says read it through first before doing any of the exercises).
And maybe go to a ww.
Maybe something social.
Maybe “just” laundry and cooking lol
I will definitely stay positive.
And definitely eat well (day 3)
I will use the Hicks Emotional Guidance Scale to help me if/as needed. (Basically, you identify your feeling, and think thoughts that will create feeling in the next higher category, and that’s how you crawl up).
#1 – Self-Acceptance
In the infinity of life where I am, all is perfect, whole, and complete. I am always divinely protected and guided. It is safe for me to look within myself. It is safe for me to look into the past. It is safe for me to enlarge my viewpoint of life. I am far more than my personality – past, present, or future. I now choose to rise above my personality problems to recognize the magnificence of my being. I am totally willing to learn to love myself. All is well in my world.
#2 – Release the Past
In the infinity of life where I am, all is perfect, whole, and complete. The past has no power over me because I am willing to learn and to change. I see the past as necessary to bring me to where I am today. I am willing to begin where I am right now to clean the rooms of my mental house. I know it does not matter where I start, so I now begin with the smallest and the easiest rooms, and in that way I will see results quickly. I am thrilled to be in the middle of this adventure, for I know I will never go through this particular experience again. I am willing to set myself free. All is well in my world.
I am kind of okay.
A little bit of a sinking stomach feeling.
But I am accepting. – And I won’t know if it is until Tues or Wed. And it is what it is (or hopefully, isn’t).
I am determined to live my best life either way.
I will use my new Law of Attraction practices to help me, and the Louise Hay stuff, and prayer, and nutrition, and loved one. And happy vibes happy vibes happy vibes.
Louise Hay – on her having vaginal cancer:
“I told the doctors to give me six months before undertaking any treatment. They weren’t happy. I started eating very healthily, and I did a lot of praying and constant visualisation of a stream of crystal-clear water washing through me, and I let go of the hatred I had felt for my parents for harming me.”