Spirituality, Meditation, and Prayers 1/1/18

I just meditated like a day 1. 2 minutes, just enjoying my breath.
As it is not literally my day 1, I might do more later, like 30 minutes with a guided one. Shall see.

Started day with looking at my Manifestion Boards. Didn’t time it but was a couple of minutes I think. Felt good.

Just said 3rd Step Prayer with full heart.
Feel good. Loving. Compassionate. Grateful.

Think will wear emerald and yellow and green sapphire today.

Journal Nov 23 and Spirituality Nov 23

Dear God, Please help me to gie my mother a great Thanksgiving Day. After all those she gave to me!
Thank You. Thank You that YOU helped me turn it around. And instead of feeling lonely and sorry for myself, I am positive now and truly grateful that I have hours to myself, then visit with my mother yay lucky me, and will bring her something she loves and make it nice!
Thank You. Thank You for this day. Thank You. Amen.

Prayers Nov 18

God, I offer myself to Thee. To build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy Will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them  may bear witness to those I would help, of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of life. May I do Thy will always. Amen.

Good Morning, Dear God, My Creator and Maker of all things good. I love You. I worship and adore only You. Thank you for my mother’s miracle and that J still helps and that I do too and for M for her. Thank you for the feelings of ok and better I’ve had lately. Thank you that I woke up today. I am sorry for having treated my precious body for so long. May I continue to take care of her and better and better now. Please help me to be of You and to live Your Way today. Thank you. Amen.

Nov 14

Message: Oh Silly Girl, let go. Just be, for today.
Gift: I give you that. And your dignity.
From Meditation:

I had to go down the stairs. Twice. With the garbage. And the outside air was good for me. And getting it done was good for me. And coming up to meditation before even coffee was very good for me.
I am remembering D always saying that her default is (negative things – lack? fear?) and that meditation (hers being much longer) first thing after prayers in the morning, turns it around.
I often put it off. Am so glad I didn’t this morning.
Yesterday’s, although later, helped a lot too.

Prayed to God first to help me find. ‘Cause wasn’t in touch with Higher Power first.
Other prayers and probably another meditation later.