Nov 13

Good Morning Dear God. I will pray offline today (as usual)
and I will meditate Later Must rest now. Will even do a LITTLE now…
Amen.

Okay. Here.
Good Day, Dear God, my Creator and Maker of all things good. I love You. I worship and adore only You.
Thank you for my mother’s miracle. And that J still elps her. and that I do too And for everyone who loves her. And for how much my father loved her. Thank you that I had such a beautiful father. Maybe his spirit is somewhere, aware.
I am sorry for every one of my fears. Every bit of my lazinesses. Every moment of my overeating.
Please be with my dear mother to not suffer. I am not asking for anything here for me, but for her.
In Your name.
Your Will be done.
Amen

God, I offer myself to Thee. To beuild with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, taht I may better do Thy Will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help, of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of Life. May I do Your Will always. Amen.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Amen.

 

 

Meditation and Prayer Nov 12

I just did minutes starting with the chapter 2 releasing specialness one from the Gabby book, and morphing to, “Life is eternal and filled with joy. I look forward to every moment.” I “only” lasted 5 minutes. But it was lovely. I will do it again later.

Good Morning, Dear God, my Maker and Creator of all things good. I love You. I worship and adore only You. Thank You for my mother’s miracle and the years since. Thank you that J still helps so much. Thank You Thank You Thank You. She is suffering now and I ask for the strength to know the next right thing and to do it always regarding her. Like today, I know I have to get to hospital and plan for nursing home and get to M about the Medicaid paper work. Please may it all work out including financially. Your Will be done. My acceptance follow. I am sorry for fear; I am sorry for selfishness. Please help me to have neither. Thank You. Thank you also for the book, “Spirit Junkie” and the work I’m doing. Please help me. Amen.
Your Will be done. May I be a willing participant in it.

God, I offer myself to Thee. To build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy Will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help, of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of Life. My I do Thy Will always. Amen.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Amen.

Thank You.

Good Morning, Dear God, and Creator of all things good. I love You. I worship and adore only You. Thank you for my mother’s miracle. And that J still helps her. And for all I do for her. Thank you for this day off while sick, and that I am not sicker. Thank you for my trip to the doctor and the meds. Thank you that my birds are singing and B has been out a good deal and they seem so happy today! I am sorry for my impatience, my still too much eating, my fears. May I live in You. In Your wisdom. In Your love. Thank You. Amen.

God, I offer myself to Thee. To build with me and to do with m as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy Will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help, of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of Life. May I do Thy will always. Amen.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Amen.

My Higher Power, the Source behind all good and all creation, including the beautiful trees outside my window right now, in all their glorious fall colors, please may I be happy. May I be part of a happy family. May I still have this peace though. And may the person be J. I ask this with full heart and in faith. Your will. Amen.

 

Spirituality Nov 5 Day 1 of Recording It

This morning’s prayers were:

  1. The “Good Morning, God, my Creator and Maker of all things good one. It was a long time ago this morning and it went something like this: Good Morning, God, my Creator and Maker of all things good I love You. I worship and adore only you. Thank you for my mother’s miracle. And that J still helps her. And that I do too. May I do the right thing and enough of it. Please help me to be of You in my actions and thoughts and feelings. Please help me to be happy too.
    I started to feel more at ease then, more connected to my Higher Power, rather than the punishing God of my upbringing.
    And I said more but I forget what. Lots of gratitudes in there too, I think. And another request for my OWN happiness too.
  2. The “Third Step Prayer:” God, I offer myself to Thee. To build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help, of Thy Power, Thy Love, and Thy Way of Life. May I do Thy Will always. Amen.
  3. The Serenity Prayer: God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Amen.

I just did this meditation: