1. I a so grateful that I can pay my bills
  2. And that eye freckle might well turn out to be nothing!
  3. And retinologist is on top of the other thing
  4. and I’m eating more greens and moving a bit more which is all good for eyes
  5. as well as good for blood sugar
  6. and heart
  7. and life
  8. and emotions
  9. i’m so grateful fort his weather and i can get out every day
  10. which is good for my health
  11. and my emotions
  12. that i got better from being so sick
  13. i’m so grateful for my home
  14. and that it is in order
  15. and nice new neighbor
  16. that i can read
  17. and do
  18. that i sleep so well! every night!
  19. fb
  20. water
  21. i had food delivered today
  22. veggies
  23. fruits
  24. bread
  25. proteins
  26. and already have next week’s list and delivery set up
  27. my healthy digestive system
  28. life
  29. that i AM alive
  30. and that i like it so (i remember when i didn’t)
  31. tv show Mom
  32. J in my life
  33. and Jo
  34. the 3 new plantings i bought
  35. they’ll be put in tomorrow
  36. tempeh
  37. my daily shower
  38. will try to color my hair tomorrow. gulp lol
  39. MT
  40. Tr
  41. St
  42. CP
  43. KC
  44. A
  45. L
  46. my fam! nephew
  47. niece
  48. her hubby
  49. her kids xoxo
  50. my birdies
  51. happily snacking outside the cage right now
  52. cozy
  53. safety
  54. my bed
  55. sheets
  56. pillows
  57. comforter
  58. spread
  59. Abraham Hicks

Thank You, God

about mother

from 2014

“My mother has overcome tremendous hardships and remains positive to this day. I have paid a heavy price in time, energy, money, and emotions these years in caring for her – and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Perhaps one of the last gifts she is giving me is the gift of what true compassion means, and that the cost is not relevant, yet the rewards are tremendous! My mother loves her two daughters, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, all her nieces and nephews, her sister-in-law and her friends, and her angel of an aide, Mary. I hope to have my mother’s attitude, acceptance, patience, humor, intelligence, and most of all strength. God bless you, Mommy. I am grateful that I get to be with you so often and will again today!”

Gratitudes May 6 2020

Wow, you are really taking such good care of me, God. I thank You.

I am well, physically and emotionally.
I have fresh fruits and veggies, frozen fruits and veggies, Lysol wipes(!), whole grain bread, tempeh, tofu, a nice amount of canned foods, lots of water, and more.
My birds are healthy, my plants are fine.
My laundry is done. I have free time.
I have jigsaw puzzles, tons of books, and more.
***I have loved ones! ❤
Even – J has been calling more, and so very nice ❤

Thank you so very very much.

apr 27 2020



  1. I don’t have to prepare food for anyone else. That would make it harder in terms of my own eating.
  2. I am free. Little House The Wisdom of Solomon reran today and is SO sad – not free, that poor little boy and so many like him. I am a free person.
  3. The weather is changing
  4. My sunroom is so neat
    and pretty (“wasted space” and I LOVE that lol)
  5. All the plants in there
  6. And I reorganized the cabinet
  7. My breathing is so much better, oh thank You, God!
  8. And my friend for praying so purely for it
  9. PM game playing with cousin  – and with friend
  10. That I can read
  11. That I can see!
  12. I have private bathroom. Like I thought about how much harder if have foster child, when gets sick etc.
  13. and kitchen
  14. My bed is comfy
  15. My masks came
  16. I took a nice ride today (which also warmed up the car)
  17. and was/am safe
  18. that I either haven’t had covid, or have had it and it didn’t “get” me
  19. MA all those years
  20. M.A. (my friend now on fb since only met once irl)

A lot of people love me.
Irl and on fb.
And you know what?
I’ve been freed to be fully 100% mySELF.
I don’t NEED anyone to like or love me, who doesn’t want to!

And I can be as
as I want!