Fabulous Fairy Tale Nov 30 ’22

Love love love my life!
Love being married and living together and us both loving our home and our time together and our lives!
Love our cozy evenings together especially during the winters and our evenings out out out during the summers!
Love celebrating all the holidays together!
Love love love that we trust and respect and *love* each other!
Love love love our sex life!
Love love love our gifts!
Love love love our romantic sharings!
Love love love our families!
Love love love our friends!
What a full life!

Will Try to Add List Later

1. Lots of good piano today. Beethoven and Chopin. Long time xo
2. Jo was here doing end of Nov yard things
3. We then had tea together
4. He even brought down the recycling. It’s bitter outside; I’m grateful
5. had class this morning and another this pm. I’m glad
6. I remembered to say my soul-practice things from LC this morning xo
7. And since!
8. I appreciate my cozy charming house
9. I am so grateful for my eyesight!
10. and my piano!
11. and the classical composers!
12. and people who care about me!
13. contact with niece and nephew this past week!

Appreciation Nov 24 Thanksgiving ’22

1. will phone chat with L later.
2. L cares if I’m down
3. and is funny
4. and doesn’t intrude
5. and I don’t either
6. so it’s a nice friendship
7. Just heard from J! Yaaaaay!
8. And will see him next week yayaaa!
9. I love his compassion
10. and ability to express himself
11. and his nobility
12. and his humor
13. and his brain
14. and his sexiness
15. And I know he is reconsidering xo
16. I appreciate J
17. Jo will come soon and bring up tree and decs for m (I pay him)
18. I appreciate his help like when I had the eye emergency
19. and driving me to colonoscopy
20. and more
21. and even jobs set up and paying, he is such a help
22. and we have a cup of tea
23. and get along
24. he is a person of integrity
25. and a great father
26. Chatting with A I love him
27. He is smart
28. compassionate
29. salt of the earth
30. honest
31. funny
32. irreverant 😉
33. and a wonderful friend!
34. heard from MT xoxoxo
35. God bless her
36. and niece xoxoxoxoxoxoxo (i sent her e-card early:)
37. i am SO happy they are in my life – niece and fam
38. I lvoe them SO much
39. they are family
40. they are wise
41. and decent
42. hardworking
43. honest pepst people
44. and they love me too
45. Recieved and gave support today to friends
    

Appreciation Nov 23 ’22

1. LH sent me text how am I today
2. Phone talk with MT. Lovely. Felt a bit better afterward.
3. I (with MT’s knowledge) sent Tr tex about husband death anniversary sending love.
4. 2 classes earlier today thankfully
5. 2 more coming tonight thankfully
6. maybe will start decorating for Christmas tomorrow
7. didn’t order junk last night
8. trying not to tonight
9. MT loves me.
10. and is a good friend
11. and we laugh
12. as well as support each other
13. sent me text how am I today
14. chatting w A
15. he has always been there for me
16. as I am for him
17. and we are different, but understand each other
18. I appreciate my eyesight
19. I appreciate that I have this life
20. that I am alive AND have THIS life. Yes, believe it or not
21. and my birdies
22. and plants
23. and my biries
24. and plants
25. and trees
26. and home
27. and cousins
28. P and I are always there for each other too. So: NOT alone!
29. and humor
30. and people who don’t eat animals
31. including myself I don’t
32. that i pay all my bills
    • on time
    • have enough money to do so
    • and a good safe newish working car
    • and supermarket delivery
    • and washer and dryer
    • and OPTIONS!
    • I appreciate my strenght
    • and never-give-upness
33. have enough money to do so
34. and a good safe newish working car
35. and supermarket delivery
36. and washer and dryer
37. and OPTIONS!
38. I appreciate my strength
39. and never-give-upness

The FEELING SENSES of What I Want – Nov 23

Because the fact is,
I felt loved with Ji and I felt loved with J
So it cannot be about any one person.

I also felt with both: secure
And sense of laughter
and humor
and belonging
and connection
and fun
and adventure
and calm
and company
and togetherness
and trust
and someone to talk/ share all the things with

pretty and being looked at as pretty

respected
trusted
appreciated

helped when in “need”
able to help when “needed”

and home in order
and can have people over

socially enough

enough money

not loneliness

holidays

traditions -together

togetherness

supported

couples friends

part of the human race (and partly isn’t that from dream of planet and partly from my birth chart?)

hopeful

just regular okayness

meals-stability

always smelled good/looked good

cheerful out socially

Things to Help Me Feel Better Nov 23 ’22

1. I’ve GOTTEN through worse! So there’s evience to support that I will get through this
2. I CRIED over B!
3. I CRIED over L!
4. So it CAN’T be J!
5. Since my birth chart shows that in the main 4 places I’m all about marriage partnership connection relationship, then it’s what I’m put here for. So I WILL have it again!
6. I hd some depression/bad things with both Ji and J so they are NOT the answer.
7. Which gives me hope to find the answer. INSIDE.

Re: Depression Post from the Other Day (the 20th)- Now Is Nov 22 ’22

It’s all I’ve been concerned with. Soothing myself. Don’t care if/what accomplish. And IS soothing. xoxo

Appreciation Nov 22 ’22

1. better a good deal today. after:
2. lovely class
3. a workout
4. bubble bath
5. put the nice cream body souffle on
6. friend L from class called me to see how I am and we chatted a bit
7. Lo from classand I had nice chats
8. A and I had nice chats
9. my groceries came
10. I cleaned them all and put away
11. Jo was here to work and we had tea
12. he will come Thanksgiving morning to bring up the decoration stuff
13. small phone chat w P
14. L and I in chat also
15. cozy in jammies now
16. Thanking God I am not like yesterday and last night. Literally thanking God.
17. my eyesight!
18. there is hope. there is always hope
19. i was thinking, before I met Jo, I couldn’t get things done around here. I never knew this would exist, this good honorable person, who does the jobs and does not overcharge, and is a dear friend now.
20. So, you never know!

Fabulous Fairy Tale Nov 21 ’22

And you just fabricate a fabulous fairy tale that is pleasing to you, and you say: “This is the new me! The vibational, virtual me!””

We promise you, if you will tell that story for just a little while instead of the story that you’ve been telling, the Universe doesn’t know whether the story you are telling is the reality you are living or not.

The Universe only knows that it’s the vibration that’s activated. And the vibration that is activated is the vibration that Law Of Attraction is responding to.

~Abraham-Hicks

Of COURSE he wants me!
He would no rather be alone!
And I have a lot to offer!
And he appreciates that!
ESPECIALLY now that I don’t need him to do the things for me
And he doesn’t have his demons
And life is pleasant

and getting older it’s only MORE appealing to be together
and he WANTS someone to travel with and always has good time with me
and he LOVES my integrity and trustworthiness

He loves being with me and is so appreciative that I’ve taken him back.

Appreciation Nov 21 ’22

It is our promise to you: if you write things
you appreciate in others, in life and in yourself,
you will have such a dramatic change in 30
days, and if continued for 7 months, the
change will be so powerful, so strong, that
others who know you will not recognize the
old you.
-Abraham

1. Good lesson with L Felt very positive
2. Coaching with M. Intense. But lots helpful
3. little phone chat with J ❤
4. and more later he’s calling back bec connection ❤
5. the chimney cleaners are here yay
6. I did not overeat last night! no junk and no overeating! Wheee
7. did a workout yesterday!
8. and will do one later today when they leave, or tomorrow
9. Thins put to words today: I am divine and
10. I am capable and
11. I am strong and
12. I am courageous and I am hopeful. Nice
13. I have eyesight and I do appreciate it!
14. he always answers/ calls me back – sometimes initiates
15. clean laundry
16. washer and dryer here in house
17. J is in my life.
18. By choice
19. the visualization I did today with M
20. 2 people from class caring about my feelings xo
21. i have breath and voice and heartbeat
22. eating more protein
23. helpful book came yesterday
24. another coming tomorrow
25. i appreciate Source.